Written on: Tuesday, April 7, 2009 @ 2:27 AM

Tittle:...

haha...before i forget...yesterday...my standing board jump should get bout 225...but i retake and took a leap of faith(just jumping btw...) i got to 240...which is a A!...weee....butt hurt during the jump...after jump i landed on my butt....owwwww~~

so...i been wondering about this...what are the reason that you accept christ...there must be 1...dun think whats is your reason right now but what is the reason last time...the very first time...

then think about the reason now and compare...sure got diff...so...i am sure everybody got their own reason to accept chirst...for e.g my reason then was to enjoy the music...and to protect that dumbass...but now...i just want to build the kingdom of god...

haix...i want to play with daniel but i w8 so long he nv reply...nooooo...he forgotten me...anyway...i have play a little dota on my own...huskar total ownage whahaha!!!!...is 2v5(im belong to the 2)...and we lost...but i killed a lot of fat heroes...they nd to gang to kill me...so i gang them back...me and es...stun and burn combo...could try that next time...but i lost and get first in score, kills and item...woot!

so shall end here...2moro got 1 surprise for u guys^^...ciao!~

Written on: Monday, April 6, 2009 @ 7:31 AM

Tittle:Miracle?

Yo! Seems to be ages seem i last post...(*inner voice*)"is been 4 days you dunce!" 4 days???...seems long to me ^^

Today, i be starting my own personal fast...3 fast in fact...1st is no anime for the week...d-gray man...sry...take a rain check?...2nd is 1 meal fast for the week...that and i rather save the money...3rd...hee... quite personal...it is(UNABLE TO SHOW DUE TO TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES)...want to know? ask god...

reason y i want to fast...1st is for growth(own) thats y is personal...2nd is for the group(new and old)...last is easter service...vistor and thanking god for dieing for us...man i also wish to reborn...sound cool...

Oh...today also my napfa test(i don rmb it spell like that...) i got 4As(one of them we cheat...sit up...anyhow count anyhow say)and 1 d(pull up)...so i be getting 22marks...i think gold or mabe silver...ya...WAIT A FREAKING MINUTE!...GOLD?SILVER?...i nv train for any of those...i been getting fail for the past 3 yrs...mabe god want me to pass?...i put this as miracle!

oh...i also been to ikea for some stuff for my computer chair. i actually eat there( my dinner $ has been saved!) with my parents and we buy quite a lot...1 chicken leg, 1 soup, 15 meatballs(my father dinner but i still eat anyway), 2 chicken wing, 1 bun and butter...oh and a refillable cup...drank about 2-3 cup...now like Rice Bucket and Water Bucket...

BUT! during the meal...i dun noe is this god or what but something related to gluttony poped up in my head...it goes...EAT WHAT U NEED NOT WHAT U WANT...sound ok to me...quite true...gluttony...mabe i should really go start the seven deadly sins...lol...

Btw, anyone notice my b'day?...27/7/1993...accept christ b'day the 6th or the 26th?...is at july...so many 7...and 7 is a holy number...my b'day also got 3-7...27/7/1993(7 more to 2k)...god's plan...must be...

hey im back~~
just end my dota match...quite stupid...
my team got 2 dun noe how to use their hero...so dun noe hoe to use=feed...
fairy dragon and pudge turned fat...
spectre and razor...razor feed...spectre let a lot of low hp run...dun noe he got haunt...
last game actually still got some hope
some one took my blade of att and put else where...cant even find it..so no armlet...suddenly feel like going back to my leeroy jenkins attitude dun noe dun care...RUSH!!!!!!!
glad i not the feeder...
so ciao~~

Labels: miracle

Well as the tittle say...i decided.
in case ppl dun noe anything...i been attack by satan for quite sometime...even now
then i slowly getting off the path...sitting on the fence...not doing anything but things i like.

it take me time for me to fight...until 2day
i been thinking...why do i accept christ...what actually make me want to serve god
than i rmb...i wanted to protect someone...daniel.
slowly...i been around others...feeling their seriousness for god...david ho showed me the bridge diagram and i understand the whole thing...and i know what i should do...i accept christ

right now i'm a part of someone's life...be it for a moment...what do others feel if i just die...will i be miss?will someone just say"bing jun...i miss your gayness"...dun think so...i mabe just even be forgotten after a period of time...being at a funeral...i saw my grandfather's brother in the coffin...i wonder...do they ACTUALLY want to go though all this...what does it matter? dun we just die and our bodies end up at some places for the animals and plants?Most importantly...can they even RECEIVE the things we are doing for them...burning paper...joss sticks...go around the coffin with a crazy guy that wont stop ringing the bell....let alone all this increase the pollution...

All put aside...i know what i should do...if i don want to be forgotten...i must first be known...who here dun noe newton or einstein?i wanted to go around the world...reaching out to ppl with a bike and a guitar on my back...mabe a camera so i can give the footage to other hope churches...

BUT RIGHT NOW I DARE TO SAY...SATAN, YOUR ATT MABE BE STRONG...BUT IM STILL GONNA KICK YOUR BUTT...(if i can)...

I joined the security ministry is to protect the other members...so if anyone of you ppl out there want to harm anyone of us...you have to go through me...i make my point clear here...

with that i will end of the prayer with a short summary of job 30-31...

it seems to me that as male...we have problem with lust...
back to topic...
these verse say that job was in need of god to help him...to feed the poor, bringing light to the ppl...IF all of us DON be a salt and light...not following his words...are we not a average human...running around for nothing but the wind...are we just doing something that is not meaningful?...if we done that...what are we goona do if we need to account...how will it feel if u just tell god..."God, i saw a man with no arms, legs and he is hungry...i have a loaf of bread in my hand, and i just threw NOTHING to him...Nothing at all...not even a crumb"...how will God feels?...so i ended it with a prayer...

DEAR JESUS,
It seems to me that you are trying to tell me that being a salt and light when u are at your deepest valley is better than doing nothing when u are at the mountain top.Lord, i pray that i will be able to spread your love in the darkness...be the light to guide ppl in the valley. SHOW THEM what is light. Leading them away from the darkness Satan have done. He may be bo liao doing all these...but God...i pray that we as your children, we be able to get away from all mindless things...God i know that my walk with you is weak...strengthen them...make them unmovable...not even the beauty and the wealth will shatter my faith for you...in jesus name i pray.AMEN


job 27-29

As long as god is with me, no matter how low the valley is or how emo u are, we will overcome though god. True wisdom cannot be found in books or words, it can only be found in god

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Job24-26
Not quite sure what the story goes...but it is written that even humans ended up in a pitiful state, they will be doing wrong things as they have broken off the righteous path of god. that is y we should not even be off the path for a second. just 1 step off the path might just cause u to slip and fall or even away from the path. So i think this few verse is STAY ON THE PATH!!!

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